Neko

! ! ! ! ! ! ! TRANSSEXUALS HAVE GOT TO GET MEANER! BITE FIRST OR BE BITTEN ! ! ! ! ! ! ! MY PRONOUNS ARE I'M/FUCKING/YOUR/MOM ! ! ! ! ! ! ! BECOME MORE DERANGED ! ! ! ! ! ! ! SCULPT AND TRANSFORM YOUR BODY ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ABUSE DRUGS ! ! ! ! ! ! ! MAKE FUCKED UP ART ! ! ! ! ! ! ! HAVE KINKY SEX ! ! ! ! ! ! ! GET PIERCED ! ! ! ! ! ! ! BE A FAGGOT ! ! ! ! ! ! ! BE UNPALATABLE TO THE MASSES ! ! ! ! ! ! ! BEING TRANS IS PUNK ROCK ! ! ! ! ! ! ! SOCK IT TO ME ! ! ! ! ! ! ! QUEER AS HELL ! ! ! ! ! ! ! PANSY ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ARM TRANS KIDS ! ! ! ! ! ! ! THIS IS THE AGE OF SIN ! ! ! ! ! ! ! REJECT THE ORDER OF CREATION ! ! ! ! ! ! ! DESTROY ! ! ! ! ! ! !

october '23

tuesday

10-3-2023

hello neocities.org. it has been over three months since i have updated and i am back baby! i am officially in college and majoring in film. stuck in the same city unfortunately but at least i live on campus so i am vaguely away. i have three (3) friends yippee they are awesome. i am enjoying my side of the room but my roommate irritates me and i can't tell if i am just prejudiced against cishet white men with blonde hair or if they are valid criticisms. i have one film analysis class that is my favorite class and it is so fun and awesome but i only get to have it twice a week. one of them i am neutral-to-positive about because i get to study bones and murder scenes but it is also far from my dorm and starts at 8:20 in the morning. i dislike my filmmaking class since it is an introduction and i already know this shit i am bored out of my mind.

i Hate my required freshman class basically it teaches you how to articulate empathy and shit and i love the professor she teaches my favorite class too but the PEOPLE. we are reading james baldwin and maxine hong kingston and the people in my class are either white and ignorant or have some sort of weird internalized racism. except for my friends at least they are wonderful. there is one guy (we'll call him "T") and he is literally native american but he was saying that race is self-imposed because people of color generally stick with other people of the same race or at least non-whites. I'M GOING TO EXPLODE HIM WITH MY FUCKING MIND DUDE HE IS SO FUCKING IRRITATING.

anyway i am having a nice time otherwise i have never gotten to see friends everyday outside of school so we are getting close quickly. also every week there is a party on saturdays since my school is a party school, and i have enjoyed the last few since we just got high and chilled it was fun. i am being careful and whatnot i am not an idiot and also i like to have control of what i say and when

we are planning to get tattoos and piercings this winter so that there is no chance of infection through swimming in water or anything which i am ecstatic about, i already have some ideas and whatnot yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. also i am drinking my second ever pumpkin spice latte rn and i understand why white girls are obsessed with these it's pretty good.

ALSO i have a radio show with my friend, it is so awesome and cool i love playing music and talking about absolutely nothing it is so fun

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