june '23
saturday
17-06-2023
I GOT MY NOSE PIERCED !! i'm so excited. it's predictably already gotten infected but it's fine now and i'm psyched it hurt about as much as i expected it to. it was worse than getting my ears pierced but it only made my eyes water. plus after the actual piercing it didn't really hurt at all
in the future i desperately want a lip piercing it's so awesome.
you [if anyone is reading this apart from me in the future] may have seen the previous blog post that said that i accidentally reloaded and lost all my work. this is me both retyping that and blogging for the past couple of days but jesus CHRIST top ten stupid moments. i just sat there is shock for like 5 min afterwards. this is what i get for using the in-web editor
the beach was actually not that fun since i got heat exhaustion and felt like shit the whole time. it was crazy. we drove there the first day -- for context, these pills that i have recently started have a chance of making you feel nauseous for a little while when you start taking them -- and i felt nauseous and yakked twice. it was terrible. i hadn't had much water and had been wearing a jacket in the dry, sunny, summer and yet it had not occured to me that it might be something other than the swerving roads though i suspect that hadn't helped much either. my aunt was also feeling like shit and she started calling us "the barfing sisters" and she was losing (or winning???) with a score of 3 2 by the time we arrived
this might make me sound strange or mean or something but i don't like my auntie's dog. i don't know! i'm a cat person and i know this as well as my general hesitance towards new dogs PARTICULARLY jumpy ones. i don't know what it is about the dog but i just don't find her.... cute. she's small and jumpy and EXTREMELY loud. i get migraines [the bad ones] and for some reason my auntie and uncle give the dog the loudest toys imaginable. for example, their apartment is entirely floored with some sort of stone. it is polished and extremely hard. one of the toys that they gave a small hyperactive animal is a steel spoon. can you Imagine the noise because she slams it against the fucking floor and it clatters and i'm autistic and the noise of that makes me want to actually tear my ears off
she's just. a lot. i love my dog very much since she knows us and the way we taught her is to be Quiet. she'll be loud sometimes but then she'll be outdoors where she can run around and bark and shit but we didn't give her insanely loud toys. i also think i just like big dogs more. my dog is large and fluffy like a giant teddy bear and my auntie's dog is squirmy and not very soft
SKIP THIS PARAGRAPH, IASIP S16 SPOILERS || i saw the first three episodes season 16 of it's always sunny. i think it's pretty good so far, sometimes the jokes i think were over explained ? like the bit where frank acted like a dog in e2 was understood they didn't really need to say it. or they should've said it but only when dennis was ranting at the end in the bar
i finally registered for my classes but they removed my top choice [the class about death] without explanation?? like one day it was just *poof* gone. i substituted it with a class about pop psych. my roommate has been set in stone and i should know my dorm room this month-ish. i need to find out if he's queer so i know how faggy i can be
uhhhhh i think that's it. we're going to an amusement park which i'm excited about, my sister and i are planning on going on every ride. it's going to be hot as balls there so we have to plan extensively.
thursday
15-06-2023
I JUST FUCKING. ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED F5. WILL REWRITE WHEN I AM LESS ANGRY. I SHOULD GO BACK TO USING NOTEPAD WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
wednesday
07-06-2023
<:] i got a new kurta yesterday and am planning to get some henna done soon to celebrate graduating. my back hurts since i have to sleep on the floor on a thin mattress but other than that it's all good. we even have ac in our room. very fancy indeed. we're going to the beach later this week which is going to be cool and hopefully it'll be cooler temperature-wise as well.
tomorrow s16 of it's always sunny is coming out and i'm very excited yippeeeee. i am getting a lot of comments about my green hair which is both entertaining and sometimes annoying. OH i MIGHT MIGHT MIGHT be getting my nose pierced i am so excited for that my mother said yes if my father says yes which he said no at first but he seems to be changing his mind. he was asking my auntie whether she had her nose pierced [she had!]
class registration for college opens up soon-ish [like next week] and there is a class about death which i am hoping i get into.
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!!!!!